If I am lost

I’ve starting writing some new songs recently. It feels like its been a while since I wrote anything new, even though that’s not the case. More so, it feels like a long time since I wrote a song I liked.

I like writing sad songs. Songs I can stuff too many words into, played over limited chords and get out what I seldom talk about in conversation. I find conversation difficult. So I stand on a stage for 20 minutes and bare all and I find relief.

This week I filmed the start of a new song before  I left for work on Thursday so I could watch it back and see if I liked it.I like where it is going, so I sent it in an email, then I ended up putting it on YouTube.